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right off the bat, i say things i shouldnt. i have no filter at all. i say what is on my mind and generally dont sugar coat it. bad bad bad move on so many levels in so many scenarios. as a result i generally have to deal with a primer period in all relationships in my life. pretty much everyone is insulted by or offended by or just taken off guard by me in the first few encounters. ive learned if they hang around long enough to get thru all of that initial shock, they like me and more often than not, end up appreciating being around a person who is honest. brutally at times.

i talk a lot. you dont even really have to get me going. i am self powered and provoked. that is not something that works with the issues from paragraph one very well. i grew up in a house with quite a few other very loud people. all very talkative. you know who you are and if you disagree, youre in denial. also, in my adult life i have learned that i value time alone. sometimes days at a time. you might be bumping into me after 4 solid days of hiding out in my room. you better bet your ass i will be ready to exercise my larynx.

ok, two facts about me have been revealed. put together... i am going to say what i think and i am going to do it often. another fact.... i am ultra opinionated and passionate about the things i like and dislike. i am a superlative. you may or may not be thinking "he sure is taking a long time to just admit he is an asshole" but thats totally what i am thinking.

im an asshole sometimes.

this blog started out wanting to go in a totally different direction. it got so far off topic after about the 3rd word that I am embarrassed to admit what it was going to be about. i guess my brain just wanted me to admit that i am kind of a selfish asshole sometimes. so there you have it. no big deal. im good. have a nice day.