ya know, it seems like some people think that deciding to come off of the road means thats im going to turn 85 next week. i keep getting comments from people like "surprised to see you settle down". im sorry, i just cant figure out how being in one spot means i have settled down.
i drink. like a fucking pro. my parents wouldnt be proud. fuck it, im not proud. its just science. i pour beer down my throat and blam, drunk. this is half of the agenda..... for everyday life. i drink.
you can assume that just because im not choosing to tour anymore means im settled down. but that doesnt help the fact that i was drunk enough to piss in a sink and get kicked out of a bar tonight. i mean, i went peacefully. i paid my tab to a bartender i know quite well. i tipped too much to the person who deserved it. but yeah, a bouncer caught me with my thing doing something it a place it shouldnt be. he was right, i was wrong...
fuck you if you think im going soft. im not settling down, im just gonna fuck up in one city from now on.
i wont revise this blog post... i will just add to it. ok, its 10 hours later. im a fucking bafoon. now i have one less bar i can go to because i am a drunk who does stupid shit. im "that guy". even more lame... i wrote it out for the whole world to see.
so yeah, i think im gonna have to settle down. maybe take some time off from the drink. sorry mom and dad. i will try harder.